I need to understand your personal illusions to grasp the scope of your illness
everyone makes mistakes, "it is only human", we say.
yet, nobody wants to be the mistake of somebody else.
this is an end more feared than committing a fault yourself.
what worse destiny than being something that should have never happened?
something that history will revise and erase,
change the story. change the meaning?
Pessimism is a defense mechanism so powerful,
so efficient and highly addictive that it is hard to discard.
Deeply rooted in the psyche, it dwells in your mind even when you think you are cured
expecting the worst does not guarantee a happy ending.
For some stories a happy ending is just not possible.
Not because of my innate pessimism but due to the shear amount of Variables involved.
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