Scatterbrainy

Denial is a powerful tool, as are transference, projection and make-believe indifference. They've all worked out pretty well lately and I was just starting to think that things really do change with an alteration of perspective; a new attitude.

But the danger or coping mechanisms is that, sooner or later, they will crumble and all you've got left are real feelings. Raw emotions that hit your straight in the face. See, the mechanisms are sometimes so effective that they hide you from yourself.

This time I refuse to be shut down, to bend under the weight of disappointment or false hope. I am embracing the situation in all its imperfections. Everything has two sides. Love is always Love, no matter what kind.